“She’ll grow out of it eventually”, I heard my parents whisper while watching me sleep before they carefully closed my bedroom door. I thought I heard a note of sadness in their voice, mixed with hope – as if they knew what was about to happen…

What does this even mean, “to grow out of it”? To stop seeing the world as it really is? To not dive into the amazingness that is this lifetime and the ones that follow?

To not see and hear the things people deem as “crazy” because they let go of them too early in life?

I didn’t grow out of it – and for that, I’ll always be thankful to myself. Even when my closest people thought I was mentally unstable.

Even when my own blood threw me in an institution because nobody wanted to deal with the 12-year-old that kept talking to fairies and seeing the energies all around her.

You’ve probably had the typical teenage challenges when you were in high school, right? So did I. Except, they were intertwined with suicide attempts, bulimia, and severe depression. At a certain point, even though you’ve figured out “trusting your elders” is often bullshit, you have to make a choice.

Are you going to save yourself or die trying to be free? My teenage brain was only able to concoct a simple solution: find out what people expect of me and pretend. I spent years pretending I was “normal”.

Little “normal” Summer, she had some bad experiences in the past, but that’s just because she couldn’t let go of being a kid. Now, she’s grown out of it. Now, she can have a “normal” life.

Little did they know, that on the inside, I was still anything but “normal”. I immersed myself into psychology and anthropology because I knew this was the only way I’d be able to prove I wasn’t crazy. I’ve had such a powerful and stable grasp on my purpose ever since I was a kid, that I didn’t lose my way even when I was diagnosed with autism. I never experienced self-doubt – only self-preservation because I loved myself too much to let others destroy me – even my own family.

“Close your teeth while I’m punching you”. If you went to high school with me, you’d remember this quote from our yearbook. Yes, I acted out, yes, I got into fights, and yes, I entered a very toxic, controlling relationship that caused may health to deteriorate even more…

I’ve lost more in this lifetime than most people can even imagine, I’ve suffered in ways that usually leave people permanently damaged, and I’ve tried to end it more than once. I’ve stood at the edge of that cliff, staring into the darkness, hoping that, for once, I’ll be able to see the light…

Little did I realize that the light was already inside of me, waiting to shine so bright, that it illuminates everything and everyone around me.

I remember one of the turning points in my life so clearly. When I was 24, I was talking to my niece about fairies, and she, the beauty that she is, wide-eyes and curious, uttered one of the most important sentences of my life:

I didn’t tell her to grow out of it – I didn’t tell her she’s unstable or lost or just a kid. See, adults teach us to doubt everything we do, which leads us to live closed off to the real world and scared. We’re all born with the abilities to see the different energies surrounding us – but because of social pressures and constant self-doubt, we put it at the furthest corners of our minds, until it’s completely hidden.

Me? Despite the depression, health issues, suicide attempts and nobody believing in me – I still did and I always will. Because I know that talking to people who no longer walk this Earth and seeing the energy in everything that surrounds us is anything but “normal” – and that’s a great thing.

Don’t you want better for yourself and your kids than NORMAL? The opposite of normal is unique, and there’s nothing better than knowing you have something very few others possess.

Normal is used to describe the social beige by people who are too afraid to escape it.

This is why I’m leading a movement to spiritual enlightenment – whether it’s kids or adults, we all need to understand that there is a leader in each of us.

That leader is desperately fighting to be out and making a difference for others – but that’s impossible until we choose to heal ourselves. See, the world doesn’t need one God, it needs hundreds of thousands of leaders willing to move forward by looking within.

I call us light workers, because we’re the ones who will heal the world.

That is where my purpose begins and ends – I help leaders become healers,so that they can heal themselves and the world. I’m the bridge between your belief that you need to “grow out of it” and your desire and genuine curiosity about the world.

I’m the person people call when they want to talk to their loved ones who are no longer here.

I’m the person they call when they want to let go of any pain, anxiety or resistance in their lives.

I’m the person they call when they want to achieve everything their heart desires – and then help others do the same.

Others take ayahuasca to experience the things I’ve been living with my entire life. Think of me as your own ayahuasca experience – I won’t do the work for you, but I’ll guide you through everything you need to face to become the person and the leader you’ve always wanted to be.

No, I don’t serve everyone – only those passionate enough to want to make a difference that starts within our own souls. Are you one of us?

Reach out and join the movement – I can’t wait to help you on your internal and external journey of healing through leadership.